Aquilus Vampire and Pagan Forum

When I was that age, I felt exactly the way you are feeling now, and in a similar situation. I had a full-time job, I was pursuing my AA Degree at the community college, and had a car (that was paid off) with insurance.

I have always lived my life casually and things don't really stress me out. I feel past lives have a hand in this, allowing me to jump into thing and pick them up naturally, because I feel I have already done them when I know in my mind I haven't.

As far as being excited, the last time that happened I was 18. It was my high school graduation and I really wasn't all that excited, just a little because I knew I was finally rid of that place.

I'm now 28 and I still feel the same way now as I did then. Don't know exactly what it is, but I don't see it as a problem either. This might just be one of those phases in life where a person has seen, or done so much in their life, that nothing excites or surprises them anymore.

Ok enough about my boring life ;)
It seems that you were just very mature for your age and still are. Past lives may have a hand in this, because you have lived out situations like this before.

Maybe someone OLDER could help us out...
*Cough*
Anyone seen Melissa? :lol:

It's very good to hear someone's input on this, because it doesn't make me feel as...uhmm.. insane. I don't know about the age thing though, I know I've always felt this way. But now I'm finally admitting it, and coming to terms. ..does that make sense?

Insane?
Sorry but the answer is NO

I know I'm just at some point where I have been through so much in my life, and seen so much, that it doesn't phase me.

Maybe it is finally happening! We are becomming desensitized.

LOL! That just may be it, I blame television. :)

Yes, it is nice to see someone not calling me insane. Thank you friend!  :hugz:

You aren't insane. lol
I do want to say though, that I believe that we have cycles of awakening. I don't truly believe it is ever "over".

I beleive that myself as well, but I hear so many people speaking as though theirs has ended that I wonder if I am behind.. :)

Well, in my opinion you are ahead. lol

I suppose with the awakening aspect, it depends on the individual and if they see vampirism as a  more spiritual thing or if they see it as a metaphysical condition.

That's the only thing I can think of at the moment as to why some talk as if they are done with their awakening and other's see it as a long process that never really ends. I think it also depends on the individual and how in-tune they are with themselves.

And hun, you're not any more insane then the rest of us, so I wouldn't worry about it!  :P

Thanks Poppy for the compliment.  ;D

And I agree Melissa, everything really just goes back to the same place with these topics. It's ones own interpretation of the matter that defines it when all is said and done..

Hmmmm, well that must be why I feel so at home here huh?  :lol:

Someone called for insane....here I am  :rolleyes: . With all that going for you, I would definitely have to say that you are quite sane. Just remember though, no amount of money, car's or jobs can take the place of or make up for the love of a child.  Although a good career can let you spoil them rotten. ;D

*smiles*

Agreed

 I hear ya, thanks buddy.
 :)

This is true and in some ways, you can use it to your advantage. I think the kid needs a playstation 3 or Xbox 360, gotta start them off right you know  >:D

LOL. We actually have those, but we have given her our Sega Genesis and Nintendo. We want her to appreciate the technology that most kids now take for granted.  ;)

Nothing wrong with going old school. In fact I have the Legend of Zelda on my thumb drive here  ;D

Legend of Zelda is a great game indeed. -nods-
It's a lot of fun now because she realizes that the joy stick moves the colors on the screen. 
-So to speak.  :)

*giggles* That's the most adorable thing... Nintendo XD lol

Assai, you are definitely not crazy. In fact you seem very rooted and confident. Now me.. I think I have a ways to go, haha.

I also agree that this Awakening experience is for the most part individualistic.. I think it could depend some on overall "holistic" health and balance within a person (mental, social, physical, spiritual, work-ethic - interpret these how you will) that effects/affects the experience. Just an observation.