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« Reply #10 on: May 29, 2008, 05:37:44 PM »
It is my belief that we all have a shadow side. We get the job of choosing which we want to feed: the light or the dark side of us.

NO one knows what causes vampirism. There are many theories out there, but no one knows for sure.

If your feeding on another's energies (preferably with consent or by feeding on crowd energy so as not to deplete any one person) makes you feel better then it might be that you are one.

I keep saying this...and it isn't meant only for you but for anyone who reads this...don't let anyone else tell you what you are. You must determine this for yourself.

There are some who are predators who will try and convince someone that they are something in order to manipulate them.
Please, if you run into that, run as fast as you can in the other direction.

Trust those whom earn it and not simply because they have a title or because they say they "know". Ok?

I mentioned shielding. It's still a very good thing to learn-for anyone.
Here is a site that has some good basic exercises:
http://www.psionguild.org/pshield.html
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« Reply #11 on: May 29, 2008, 05:49:03 PM »
Well said Poppy.
Do lots of soul searching. Meditate and search inside yourself for the answers.
Also, ask questions. Everyone has different ideas and thoughts on the subject.
Different people have different symptoms and ways of dealing with them. But remember, only you can determine who you are and what's right for you.
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« Reply #12 on: May 30, 2008, 07:40:20 AM »
Quote from: Poppy on May 29, 2008, 05:37:44 PM
It is my belief that we all have a shadow side. We get the job of choosing which we want to feed: the light or the dark side of us.

NO one knows what causes vampirism. There are many theories out there, but no one knows for sure.

If your feeding on another's energies (preferably with consent or by feeding on crowd energy so as not to deplete any one person) makes you feel better then it might be that you are one.

I keep saying this...and it isn't meant only for you but for anyone who reads this...don't let anyone else tell you what you are. You must determine this for yourself.

There are some who are predators who will try and convince someone that they are something in order to manipulate them.
Please, if you run into that, run as fast as you can in the other direction.

Trust those whom earn it and not simply because they have a title or because they say they "know". Ok?

I meantioned shielding. It's still a very good thing to learn-for anyone.
Here is a site that has some good basic exercises:
http://www.psionguild.org/pshield.html




Thank you for that site Poppy! Cheesy
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« Reply #13 on: May 30, 2008, 07:46:42 AM »
No problem. Smiley
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« Reply #14 on: May 30, 2008, 12:29:02 PM »
Thanks so much Poppy, I have been visualizing these shields and it is beginning to help me.

One particularly helpful is to imagine a protective shield of ice that is of fire, perhaps your own spiritual essence and burns all those who try and trespass or touch it.

I have had a few symbolic dreams and glimpses. One was a man playing with my Chi, a violet colored substance which was slipping through his hands.

Then, last night I dreamt the darkness came again and I breathed out and said "I am breathing you alive." But I did this sort of knowingly, because without breathing it to life it wouldn't leave me alone.

I hope that this will get better.

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« Reply #15 on: May 30, 2008, 01:22:53 PM »
I do too. Keep us posted? Someone else here may have ideas to help.
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« Reply #16 on: May 30, 2008, 03:01:24 PM »
Hi, right now I'm cleansing my gems and crystals outside in the sunshine in salt water. I can already feel this healing coming about.
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« Reply #17 on: May 30, 2008, 05:50:42 PM »
*smiles* Good!
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« Reply #18 on: June 04, 2008, 09:31:44 AM »
Do dynamic meditation and come out the wonder world.
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« Reply #19 on: June 28, 2008, 02:27:44 PM »
It's been a really long time since I've had the vampire attack encounter. I think it feels like it's going away. But it is so strange, or was strange, I am not sure... I now have a fear of going to sleep because the dreams are physically painful. So I clear my mind and usually I don't have these physical nightmares of this entity....

It started with paralysis, I would be a little sleepy and then woosh I would suddenly be under full blown paralysis, with weakened thoughts and emotional powerlessness. The powers of the darkness over me have been harsh. I can't seem to do anything that isn't "sunshine" or else it'll just break me down. I don't want to think of that as weak or like I need help or something. But it's been awhile...I've found myself actually pleading with this force of darkness.

I also seem to be praying a lot to God. I feel that I have to somehow redeem myself in God or the demon will just devour me. That's what I've felt like, like this is a lesson in demons and darkness. FORCING me to believe in God. Forcing me to pray, forcing me away from witchcraft and everything I feel attracted to.  Because I have to "fight" the dark with the light. The problem is that I don't really want to. I like the darkness. I feel like a witch to the witches and a monstrous child to a God. A lie to the ghost.

Why must people have such consequences for their actions to believe in something that doesn't give reason to its right?

Is this my Catholic upbringing suddenly awakening this secret force of oppression. Is everything a science that can't be proven?

Why must I be trained to become something I am not?
I think it's possible I could have a Vampire's nature. I know that Vampirism might be possible....but actually now that I think of it...sure people have choices but I do believe that everyone has a right to be to their full power.


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