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« on: May 27, 2008, 09:05:04 AM »
I have been having vampire experiences for the past two years. The issue is that I am not sure if it's me, or because of my nature or that I may have some vampire qualities that I can't seem to control. I have had a lot of dreams in which I am being fed on by a vampire, clawed, feeling it biting my neck, and also attaching itself to my heart chakra and feeling pins and needles in that area.

I seem to be able to attract darkness, and black magic, and I wonder if I might have darker awareness or abilities that I need to learn to use for my benefit instead of it going towards something wasteful like a misplacement of energy, an imbalance...


If anyone knows of some insight into this, no one can seem to offer any real help with these dreams or feelings of being attacked and drained. Is it a part of my psyche attacking it's own self? It doesn't seem there would be any external cause. It seems I sort of unleashed this side in trying to contact ghosts awhile ago.
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« Reply #1 on: May 27, 2008, 11:59:36 AM »
May I ask:
Do you have lasting effects from these dreams while awake, or does the feeling disappear within moments after awakening?

Do you have any physical effects?

Are there particular times when these dreams happen? Any particular pattern?

Sometimes keeping a journal of this kind of thing can help to figure out what is going on.
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« Reply #2 on: May 27, 2008, 12:41:51 PM »
Quote from: Poppy on May 27, 2008, 11:59:36 AM
May I ask:
Do you have lasting effects from these dreams while awake, or does the feeling disappear within moments after awakening?

Do you have any physical effects?

Are there particular times when these dreams happen? Any particular pattern?

Sometimes keeping a journal of this kind of thing can help to figure out what is going on.




The feeling doesn't disappear, but I go into a trance or instant paralysis so my mind is completely incapable of fighting with it. I have evoked the Angel Michael and felt it wrestling with him. This nightmare has been gone for quite some time, it recently only re-emerged with the sudden energy levels I had I was able to diminish it entirely, then I became weakened suddenly and it came back.

I have recorded some of these nightmares, if you would like I could post them because I've kept some online.
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« Reply #3 on: May 27, 2008, 02:20:00 PM »
It's so hard sometimes. Unfortunately, I don't believe that anyone else can tell you what this may mean.

My suggestion is to read as much as you can and ask opinions...but remember that what anyone says is just an opinion. Take whatever they say as such and not as hard fact.

I really suggest keeping a pad next to your bed and making a journal so that you can track these "dreams" to see if there is a pattern of some kind.

It could be your unconscious telling you that you are awakening to a vampire nature. It could also be dreams of attack cause by the energy of someone you are around, or of your own insecurities (we all have insecurities by the way).

It could simply be extremely vivid dreaming

The thing is that there are so many things it could be.
Ultimately you are the one who has to figure this out. Others can offer suggestions, but it is ultimately your heart and mind that will tell you the truth of it.

Good luck with it. I wish I had the answers for you, but I don't.
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« Reply #4 on: May 27, 2008, 05:22:41 PM »
There really is not anything we can say that can help you out entirely. I am going through an awakening process myself and all I can suggest to you is what has already been suggested. Read, Inquire with your peers/elders, and just meditate on what you feel inside and hopefully you will come up with the answers.

With the dreams, ever sense I was a child I've had haunting dreams, some reoccurring. One of which was so vivid that I would wake up shaking and crying.. I've come to find that it is my subconscious remembering my past lives. But I'm sure you've heard others speak of such occurrence's before.

Good Luck Friend.
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« Reply #5 on: May 27, 2008, 05:28:34 PM »
Quote from: Assai on May 27, 2008, 05:22:41 PM
There really is not anything we can say that can help you out entirely. I am going through an awakening process myself and all I can suggest to you is what has already been suggested. Read, Inquire with your peers/elders, and just meditate on what you feel inside and hopefully you will come up with the answers.

With the dreams, ever sense I was a child I've had haunting dreams, some reoccurring. One of which was so vivid that I would wake up shaking and crying.. I've come to find that it is my subconscious remembering my past lives. But I'm sure you've heard others speak of such occurrence's before.

Good Luck Friend.

Yes, I think you are pretty close on this. Because a few nights ago I heard a mother calling out to her child who must have been missing.

I also have been experiencing a healing energy after the attacks but also a darkness that is hard to overcome.
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« Reply #6 on: May 27, 2008, 05:41:14 PM »
Quote from: Gabrielle on May 27, 2008, 09:05:04 AM
I seem to be able to attract darkness, and black magic, and I wonder if I might have darker awareness or abilities that I need to learn to use for my benefit instead of it going towards something wasteful like a misplacement of energy, an imbalance...


I've had many practitioners of the darker side of the Occult mention to me that my light seems to attract those who have passed on and those who are not too friendly. Smiley My advice to you (based on personal experiences) would be to invest in some crystals for protection (I can't say what kind because I do not know enough to point you in the right direction). But most of all to educate yourself further with the paranormal.
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« Reply #7 on: May 27, 2008, 07:35:28 PM »
There are ways of shielding that might help you. Everyone should learn shielding to protect themselves from the negative things out there. Smiley
One way is to settle and visualize yourself in a bubble of white light or a silver bubble that has a mirrored surface.
See it covering you and protecting you. The more you practice this the easier it gets to maintain it.

Grounding and centering should be practiced every day. Meditation is extremely helpful in learning to focus and weed out the stray thoughts that keep you from focusing.

I advise this to everyone. Smiley

There are lots of shielding techniques to be found on the internet, but I find these the easiest to start with.
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« Reply #8 on: May 27, 2008, 08:45:50 PM »
I recommend you look through the forum areas. We have some great threads on shielding and grounding. You may find them very helpful.
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« Reply #9 on: May 29, 2008, 04:25:15 PM »
Sometimes it seems that using symbolic references helps. Such as prayers sometimes Wiccan or Christian. I have invoked the elements during these dreams and managed to significantly halt the attack. I wonder if it's almost like this "shadow" aspect of myself that is coming to life.

It also seems related to my energy levels.

I don't know enough about Vampires to know if I am being called to it. But it does seem that draining other's energy, that feeding upon their auras, that other's emotions, and the idea of blood is helping calm it down.


The reason I think it could be a part of my nature is that it seems embedded in my psyche. So, possibly I have vampire blood in me or something..
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