Yes, and for this reason: I am sangiunary, and it is very difficult at times to find a donor.

I had the same donor for many years, but this person suddenly became unavailable to me. I went through a very bad time until I could find a new one.

I can feed psi, but it simply doesn't help me as much as sang.

Availability and health concerns (even though I use all of the precaution possible) are my two biggest issues.

No, I don't think I would. As I've come to understand and accept, it's become one of the things I like best about me. Truly.

I actually find it liberating. Just as laurentz stated, after years of pain, uncertainty, mystery illnesses, etc., to understand the root of these issues more than makes up for the difficulties and inconveniences.

Now if I had never had to suffer from these issues at all, because I was born non-vampyric, well..... we wouldn't have to be here discussing this. But...., looking at it from my current perspective, I would pity myself. I would miss out on so many things and miss out on knowing a wonderful group of vamps and other kindred souls.

You might say that I would possibly still find the same circle of aquaintances, but I don't think I'd want to take that chance if I had the option.

Hmm. That's a tough question, good one though.

The learning process never ends….this includes myself in life’s equation. The dependency can be infuriating but only when it is allowed to become more than one can handle. As the saying goes, “We can’t run away from ourselves,” and I’m not running any more. I am proud to be vampire.

I've debated this question for a long time myself. I've come to one conclusion alone. No, I would not give the condition up if I had the ability to. I feel that this is something I was born with, and thus perhaps there is a reason for it. It has made me closer to the world, and nature so in many ways I owe the condition for showing me things in energy that otherwise I would have let slip by me without a second thought.